Satisfice It To Say . . .

There's a thing people do when they reach some sort of milestone where all of the sudden they're really engaged by certain topics, where conversation about stuff like gas water heaters, the optimal level of collision coverage or male incontinence becomes really engrossing and the players turn very animated. It's this thing where someone's like, "I just had a guy come and lay tile," and the other person will be like, "Oh, wow, what kind of grout did he use?" and basically if you don't have a bathroom — or care about owning one — you're kind of like, "Can't we just talk about the latest episode of Homeland or something, you know, important that I might actually care about?"

All of which is to say, when I started reading Lori Gottlieb's Marry Him: The Case For Settling For Mr. Good Enough, the one thing I couldn't get out of my head was how this writer — who is a single parent with a young child — found the time to write this book.

The point of the book is not that she's a single parent but rather that she's single, period. And that the reason she's single, she explains, is that she spent too much time before she got old and mommed being a big bitch about who she would or wouldn't deign to go out with until one day only 50-plus men would ask her out.

But for the first 100 or so pages I could only perseverate on the fact that even as a single parent, she had all this time to go interview groups of women and men in bars, visit with matchmakers and dating consultants and generally do this gumshoe investigative reporting about how women in their 20s and early 30s are, before they know it, in danger of becoming old and single, or at least only attractive to prospective AARP members. Seriously, even with a nanny or or whoever, how do you write an entire book? Because all I can find time to do when I'm home with Monkey is answer a few emails and maybe finally brush my teeth at some point mid-morning — either that or eat. It sucks. And that's why I'm up doing bullshit at 2 a.m.

It was highly distracting — You can speed date and read Hand, Hand, Fingers, Thumb 800 times a week? Like, how? — until I finally gave in and figured that there's probably some boarding school somewhere that accepts 18-month-olds. That and I got totally sucked into Gottlieb's pitch-perfect self-deprecating style, which evokes much less scorn than straight-up pity and really does work as a tale that cautions.

The genius thing about its utility as a cautionary tale, for guys at least, is how much dudes (and bros and, yes, even jabrones) can root for this lady to tell these bitches what we've been trying to say for years, which is that they're sure as shit not gonna get any prettier, which will only make it that much harder to check out of that miserable relationship with that dickhead financial services scum once she discovers he's been cheating on her for, like, the eighth time or whatever, which is why she should lock up a good thing now — i.e., this — and give the bald, the poor, the fuzzy asses a chance — one, lousy, goddam chance — with a beautiful baby for once, Jesus H. Christ and Harry S. Truman's Syphilitic Son.

The message for the intended audience is I guess a little different, which is roughly something along the lines of when high-achieving children have been groomed to expect only the best in their education or careers, it is only natural for her to expect "the best" in her relationships as well, which is why women carry around a giant laundry list of necessary characteristics for a mate, a list comprehensive enough to ensure that no man could possibly work, or if one does, he has approximately 48 million potential women to choose from. And so women spend their optimal mating years either ignoring basically good solid men or (and) going after men who aren't good matches for them and then all of the sudden the 32-year-old who gets asked out more times each week than there are days in the week becomes the 38-year-old who guys — i.e., the solid, upstanding marrying kind of guys — wouldn't ever want to bother with.

It's common sense, but like so many self-help or self-helpful books show, there is a big market to be reminded about common sense. I should add, though, that part of the book's power is that it's — I think at least — calling out common sense that people with sense don't want to hear or think it's bad to mention, which probably accounts for much of the negative reaction to the book (or at least the provocative title). I didn't read the negative reaction because a) I don't really give a fuck what some no-sex-having bitches think when they're confronted by the truth and b) I actually don't think the book is saying what people think it's saying (though the provocative title of that and the original article don't help assuage people's skepticism).

There is a funny point in Marry Him where Gottlieb interviews some of the men in her life who probably were "good enough" but who she never ended up with. One in particular — who she was friendly with and who she says she probably should have ended up with — talks about his "settling" in ways that seem a little depressing. Maybe that's a gender thing? It's noticeable that the book's female examples generally describe feeling a stronger and stronger connection with the schlubby men they settle for but this guy — who marries a "bland" lady — simply starts focusing on other qualities: "'She's bland in ways that aren't important int he big picture,' he said. 'I'm a talker, and I love the banter, and I'm intense about things, and she's just not. It mattered more when we were dating. It still would be nice to have in a spouse, but it has so little to do with the day-to-day of marriage that it matters very little now.'" I hope this guy is a composite because his wife should be pissed the way she's described in the book.

Another small thing that you start to notice after a while is how Gottlieb is usually very careful to note that there is always "physical chemistry" in whatever settled couple she uses as an example. It's noticeable because she sort of seems to add it in as a parenthetical a lot, which makes you question how often it's actually there. You know, like, if you keep having to mention it, etc. . . . At the very least I wondered if it's not maybe always there and doesn't it sort of undercut the argument? Those are unknown unknowns though.

Ultimately, Marry Him succeeds in two ways: One, it's a huge literary feat that you, the reader, somehow by the end of the book start to feel your heart hurt for this person who is not such a huge jackass that she didn't understand that having a child via sperm donor in her late 30s wouldn't lead to dimmed dating prospects but that she — like all of us — kept holding on to this idea that she could still feel a spark with someone who was the love of her life. You feel for her. And then she admits that she is turned off by a match she is presented with because he went to San Diego State. And you're, like, wow, you're kind of an idiot, because while I'm sure the California public higher education system is under great financial stress right now, the difference between SDSU and UC-Berkeley is not that great that you shouldn't be able to just suck it the fuck up. I mean, Jesus H. Christ and Harry S. Truman's Syphilitic Son you come off like a hose beast. To continue One (above), you read this selp-helpful book thinking she's going to triumph at the end with a real nice guy and then when she doesn't it's such a huge muted-trumpet moment that you almost — not quite! — feel teary-eyed when you hear that the Mr. "Good Enough" she finally found, after hundreds of pages of trials and travails and child-neglect, was forced to move away for the good of his family. It's written very smartly that way.

Two (I nearly forgot what "Two" was) — and this is a message that Atlantic editors probably care like not at all to emphasize, which is why Gottlieb is somehow vilified — is that ultimately Marry Him is about being kind. In this case, to dumpy men with limited financial prospects but who will help out around the house and take their sons to soccer practice. On behalf of dumpy men with limited financial prospects but who will help out around the house, I want to personally thank Gottlieb for encouraging hot young chicks to get real about some of these dandies they insist on bringing home and instead indulge in the dark arts of the League of Bald-Headed Men. Thanks bro! We owe you (a bunch)! She's like a more useful Foundation For A Better Life, in that with FFABL, all I get is some jock to pick up the books I dropped in the hallway; with Gottlieb, at least I get some yoni out of the deal, you know? Seriously men, she's doing some Yeoman's work up in this heeze.

Posted: October 10th, 2012 | Author: | Filed under: Books Are The SUVs Of Writing | Tags: , , , , , , ,

Mortgage Interest Deduction, What A Hell Of A Function!

As soon as the closing date was set, we set out to work doing what we had to do to prepare for the move.

We had been packed for weeks, and had been living among boxes for that time. Jen made tentative arrangements with a moving company to come on the Sunday after the closing. I filed a change of address with the post office, notified the electric and gas company and made arrangements with the phone company.

Hangers, April 8, 2011

The final walkthrough was exciting — we hadn't seen the house since December, so it was fun to see the place now that it would become a reality for us. The gentleman who had been taking care of the house let us in with the realtor. We imagined that Benito had taken a liking to us. And when I asked the realtor what the termite guy did, Benito cheerfully showed us an inch-wide drill hole in the basement bathroom where the owner self-treated an earlier termite problem. The house inspector explained to me that, time was, people used a particularly harsh chemical to treat a termite problem and that this chemical had a half-life of like 300 years. I was comfortable with the prospect that our house's structural integrity would remain intact.

Was I late for the closing? Of course I was! But it was only because I was sitting in the Wells Fargo Mortgage Office downstairs from the attorney's office where they held the closing. I didn't read the email right. Eventually I figured it out.

A closing is an hours-long affair, full of paperwork and formality. It was also one of the best days of our lives! How cool is it to become an actual New York City homeowner?

After months of hearing the names of the people involved in the transaction, it was strange to see them in person. All the inscrutable actions and ulterior motives we ascribed to them disappeared as soon as we sat down across from them. It's a testament to the power of face-to-face negotiation I suppose. In some ways at least. We even joked when Michael left the room that we were going to create an addendum making the sale contingent on his asking the tenant out on a date. He didn't think it was all that funny.

"Closing costs" were something I'd heard about but never really fully internalized. I knew that we'd need a lot of money on hand for the closing costs, but you really do need a lot of money for closing costs. Closing costs are onerous, but because taxes and fees vary from jurisdiction to jurisdiction, closing costs could be more or less onerous. New York's closing costs are more onerous. Here is a list of all the closing costs (less our legal fee and the title closer's attendance fee, the title closer being a person who sits there to make sure everything is being done accordingly): Fee Insurance, Mortgage Insurance, Department Searches, Bankruptcy Searches, Patriot Act Searches, Survey Inspection, Endorsements, Escrow Fee, Sales Tax, Recording Fees, Overnight Fee and the Mortgage Recording Tax.

The Mortgage Recording Tax constituted the largest portion of the closing costs. In New York, it is basically a tax of $2.17 and change per every $100 for the privilege of getting a mortgage within the five boroughs. No wonder the City is broke — in flush times when the real estate market is hot, they must make gazillions.

So after hours of signing documents, side whispers and bathroom breaks, when the owner passed the keys to us, it became entirely real. And then it was like, Holy shit, we own a house!

Kawama Keys, Kawama Closing, April 8, 2011

The seller told us that his uncle spent many years in the house and enjoyed many memories there, and he was likely looking down from heaven happy that the house was being passed to such nice people. We shook hands. They went out to dinner.

For our part, we didn't go to the house right away. Instead, we went across the street from the lawyer's office to go get some drinks.

I can't follow 90 percent of Mark E. Smith's lyrics, but I kept thinking of The Fall's "My New House":

It'll be great when it's decorated!

Posted: December 17th, 2011 | Author: | Filed under: The Cult Of Domesticity | Tags: , ,